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i made a new livejournal name because i am deleting this one, i think. the new name is going to be knightswagewar. and i am going to try to update it more than i do this think. like maybe once a week or something. word.
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[10 May 2004|12:33am] |
tommorow is xmenx practice at the new practice space we have. we have a possible show on friday also. that is sweet. An Audience needs to get kicked/drop off they are horrible.
i like my anti-computer kick that's happening lately. i'm not really anti-computer really, it's just anti computer for long periods/letting it control my life type of thing. like i don't read artinheart really anymore. i just get on here to look at tab's or to find recipes or to read a few peoples livejournal entries. i've grown to find disgust in people that look at myspace every second of the day/people that are so vain to keep posting pictures just of themselves everywhere, and constantly updating their myspace with sweet new pictures of one side of their face or their arm being seen to hold the camera up.
i've also grown to not to like AIM. i think it's silly now. if someone wants to talk to me call me up or hang out with me. way too many people i think i just talk to via AIM and not in real life. that's not friendship. friendships aren't full of "ha ha's", cool witty things typed out, emoticons, saying "whats up" but not really saying more than that. . .that's not friendship. That's just passing time because you are bored and you have to have a computer screen entertain you. pick up a hobby, learn and instrument, get outside, play a sport, read. If I only usually talk to you on aim; change that. my cell is 6502194. we can be real friends instead of AIM aquaintances. i don't know how long this kick is going to last that i have right now. hopefully a long time. but probally not that really. i just think time can be spent doing more useful/positive things.
Wow Bush is an idiot. I will have another livejournal entry just dedicated to this. Seriously. If he get's re-elected I really want to move to Canada and hate America just like the rest of the world.
i have been lusting for a lot of goods and materials lately. i don't know why this is. i don't think it's really a god-shaped hole it's just somethings that i want that will be neat. (notice the use in the word "want" not "need")
- an electric guitar
- a nice practice amp
- a dvd/vcr player
- an xbox
- tires (i guess that is a neccessity, they are getting really thin)
- a paint job for my car.
yea. i don't why i just wrote that it's just on my mind for how sweet it would be to lay down and watch resevoir dogs in my room right now, but i don't have a dvd player in there. not yet anyways. maybe on friday depending on how much i get paid.
i just wish that i had a lot of money and i would take me and my gal and just drive really really far. and have no real destination in my and just drive to get out of here for a while. maybe to florida, or texas, new york? i don't know it doesn't matter really. it's just a fantasy. maybe perhaps one day it will happen? who knows.
tommorow is my last day of going to school. i will officially have 2 years under my belt. two more and i will be free, and ready to settle down and be married and be ready to start a family. part of me wishes that will happen right now, and the other part wishes i will stay this age forever. maybe the youth of my age right now and the financial stability and maturity of the age of 25 or so would be perfect.
I can't wait for tommorow afternoon to be here. it shall be fun i believe. i get to try my hand at cooking, personally i think it's going to be extremely nice.
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[10 May 2004|12:31am] |
 it was sweeter when the tie was off and chest hair was exploding everywhere.
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[09 May 2004|04:34pm] |
Last night was prom. it went really well. no problems with me being a sub there (sometimes) or with chris or les. a little awkward being around all them yanks for a bit but it was ok i guess. then we went to sarah's house. it was just weird, but ok. it was weird to think that i almost dated a girl that now has a kid. i'm glad that her family supports her, mine would be so insane if that happened. they'd give me crap about that decision everyday of my life but it doesn't look like hers do that. i don't know if that's bad, or good.
i just got done watch a movie called "dancer, population 81" it's about 4 kids in a small town and how they want to get out of it. it just makes me think that i really want to go out of here. not forever. but like for summer or something. i don't know with one or two other people to have an adventure. or something. i don't know. my lifes just boring. i just want things to happen. i don't know why i think about it. it's just a dream and i know it will never happen.
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[05 May 2004|10:44pm] |
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umm yea. . . i don't know why i don't update this thing that often. probally because i am not living on the computer like i so much was the past months or so. and also because i never really talk about anything interesting. but who knows, maybe when i am bored again i will do it. tommorow i am going to a show. (is that all i talk about on this thing. . .seriously) and friday is kimmys birthday, saturday is prom, and sunday is i don't really know yet. mothers day and whatever that involves. monday and tuesday parents are gone. my sister is goign to be home now for the summer. i don't like it. it's just another person to get in my way in this crowded house. my left hand's fingers are all calloused up from playing the guitar. i like it. i've been playing for like a month, and i think i am pretty decent for the little amount of time i've been playing. i'm actually learning chords and such, not just playing power chords super fast. anyways. i guess that's it.
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[18 Apr 2004|10:51pm] |
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BUT THAT'S A BOYS NAME!
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[17 Apr 2004|01:16pm] |
"HOLY SMOKES". this week has been "FAAANTASSTIC". one of the best weeks i can remember. well yesterday i went to the zoo that was fun. we saw RAPTORS. they were eating the flesh of a baby that fell in. and the monkey were cute too. they talked to kimmy in their native language. then i went to guitar center and spent a lot of money. then i went to best buy and bought kill bill and resevoir dogs for 10 bucks a piece because best buy is awesome. then we watched kill bill, then we ate 3 amigos then saw sarahs band and that was fun. and then. . .and then. . .and then. . .i'm stuttering.
kimmy has machine gun laughs.
today i have to weed eat the grass. the only thing i don't like about summer time. . .(and the livins easy) this week i am not working and i have to be observing someone i don't know where i am going. i need to do it at an elementary school so i will actually have enough hours to get a A or B on my observations. school's almost out. i need a job for summer. someone help me out. i have to get out of this chair and do yardwork.
today is a nice day
and a fun day.
no matter what i do it's going to be awesome.
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[13 Apr 2004|12:42am] |
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everyone go to xmenx.com and look at it because it's pretty much all up now, i just need to add the gay "about" section for most of us. and post some pictures of us partying but that's it. we need some shows. we need to party. and everyone post on the message board. thank you an good night
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[12 Apr 2004|08:38am] |
yesterday was fun. I had to go to a church i didn't like and then i came home and tried working on the website for XMENX. something got gay about it and it won't show the new pages i upload, but i am glad the XMENX.com domain is up. you can go there if you want, but some reason the bottom frame isn't showing up now on the second page, and that one is important because it's like the navigation bar. anyways. summed up the last two sentences are "jason is a nerd"
grandparents came over. it was chill. ate food. it was aight. kimmy called. hung out with her and katie. that nutcase. it was a fun time. i picked up a tree. and then i hopped to an island, and kimmy hopped to the island too but when she hopped back she almost fell into the sewage. good thing katie was there. we didn't get lost this time. OH! on the way back home through the arboretum, we saw these two guys fighting and one punched the other in the face and he fell smack on the ground and rolled in the water. it was nuts.
purevolume needs to approve my xshalomx site.
i have class. i don't want to go. i think it should be cancelled, but probally not. i mean it shoulddddd easter was yesterday. i need to remember to take back that girly movie today.
kimmy is coming over and we are going to record the our next song. it'll be tight yo. tight like a tiga! (sorry, austin powers reference i believe)
endnote: troll 2 and surf ninjas are the two worst movies in the world thank you katie and kimmy for letting me find this out first hand.
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[08 Apr 2004|11:51am] |
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I HATE SNIPERS ON EBAY. DIE "vintageusa". I HOPE YOUR EYES GET PLUCKED OUT BY SEAGULLS AND YOUR THROAT IS EATEN BY A FAT WOMEN WITH A MULLET.
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[05 Apr 2004|03:48pm] |
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today was pointless. my 9:30 was cancelled. so was my 1:00. so i just had my 11:00 but we didn't do anything in there. so i could have not gone at all and not missed anything. bhrett and i wrote the lyrics for the new song. they are sweet. practice is at 5:30. peace.
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[05 Apr 2004|09:48am] |
yea. . .my 9:30 teacher didn't show. i thought about skipping today too, because i didn't sleep that well. but i got up and went to class and i didn't have to. . .any other day if i would have skipped there would have been a pop quiz. eh. oh well. so instead i am just sitting in the computer lab until my next class at 12. but i bet we won't do anything in there b/c we just turned in our big paper and she won't be there next monday so i don't know. i just think we won't. and for my 1 o'clock class we just took a test on wednesday, so we won't do anything in there. i should have skipped alllll day today.
this weekend isn't going to be fun b/c my sister is bringing home two girls in the house from college. that is going to blow so bad, i hate most girls. especially the ones my sister hang out with because they are like "uh huh! uhh yea.. hi i'm in a sororiety! uhh where's peabodies at?! *giggle giggle* like *giggle giggle* like uhh like like like like like like (and this is where they become a malfunctioning robot and they are caught on the word "like". . .JUST LIKE IN SMALL WONDER!  )
so this weekend will consist of me being even more anti-social around my house than normal, or it will consist of me not being home at all except to sleep. or it will consist of me being absolutely rude to these girls. or or or or or or or or or or. . .
or it's my dad's birthday today and i have yet to get him anything. so many birthdays coming up. welllll only 2 that i know of. and one isn't until may 7th. but whatever, i am going to have to find something to get my father after class. who knows what i am going to get.
myself sitting here bored has just led me to start writing a new song for XMENX. I'll give you a sneak peak because i know you want to see it soooo bad. Until a more creative name comes along it will be called "Party Foul":
"You're spillen the beer all over the floor/But you don't care because you'll get some more/All over the rug/ All over me/ But it's not your fault because you can't see/You better watch out cuz that beers not free/PARTY FOUL PARTY FOUL PARTY FOUL!/ My friend you just made a PARTY FOUL!"
sorry to fill your friend list with my page of ramblings.
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[04 Apr 2004|10:40pm] |
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i updated the my livejournal format and colors and crap. because i got bored and i am a nerd.
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[03 Apr 2004|12:56am] |
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I'm winning some pretty sweet stuff on ebay. i can't tell you because it will ruin the suprise for someone. but it's pretty neato.
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[03 Apr 2004|12:29am] |
hmm. nothing really has been going on too exciting besides work and school life.
tonight was death threat. i didn't care for them i was more stoked on seeing 86 mentality again, i wanted to see drugxtest also. oh well. way too much for that show though. tommorow will be fun too and a lot of people will be there which always makes it fun.
things have been really good lately. seriously. i've been the happiest i've been in a long long time.
I am happy that mark asked XMENX to play again on monday. but too bad we can't b/c landon and kelter are at macrock. i wonder how that show is tonight. we need to have practice soon and record the 3rd song.
i went through a lot of gas the past like 3 days i need some more before i go to the show tommorow. i wish i had a smaller car sometimes. and also that it didn't cost 30 bucks now to fill up my tank, that's like 10 bucks a day.
tommorow afternoon i don't know what i am doing. my parents are out of town this weekend. sucks that most of the brew crew is in harisonburg this weekend or we could have a killer sleepover. i will just use it to have quiet time with myself and to sleep alot.
well i guess that is it. i'm tired, but someone is keeping me up late. and i like that very much.
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[29 Mar 2004|11:37pm] |
why can't things ever be easy for me.
on another thought. here are pictures. thanks sarah. http://img3.photobucket.com/albums/v12/xdndx/3_27%20XMENX%20show/
go there.
we had offer to play on monday but kelter and landon said no.everyone else said yes. i always thought 4>2 but i guess not this time. i think it would be a good idea to play if whenever we have the opportunity to spread the word of partying to the unbelievers. but they are like they don't think we should play so close, we don't want people to get tired of us. but i mean, who knows when our next chance will be. oh well. i don't care. i don't know what to think about anything anymore.
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[29 Mar 2004|09:51am] |
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our show was so much fun. i will post pictures soon. I was suprised how many kids actually danced for us. it was so much fun. next time i won't mess up the lyrics b/c i have them down now. yesterday i hung out with kimmy and i had more fun with her yesterday than i had had with a girl in a really long time. we saw eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and then went to three amigos where she destoyed the fried ice cream. then she had the awesome idea of exporing in the ourburrito. well we crawled under and over fallen trees and went deep in the jungle. when we emerged we emerged in the state of califorinia with white plaster houses and palm trees we walked back in the forrest and then emerged back out at a different place and this place was halfway down kempsville road. we called landon to pick us up because it was 9:00 and we couldn't walk allllll that way before she had to be home, at 9:30. so anyways. our adventure came to an end sadly. I hope to see her again soon. then i came home and worked on my paper. i just finished it. i had to wake up early this morning and work on it some more. i had to skip my first class in order to do it, but i did it. I hope it is good. it's better than turning in nothing i suppose. it's like 7 pages. oh word.
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